I swear that having a positive attitude is yielding results...when I am able to maintain it. I am still having to make an effort at not being so pessimistic. Friday was a day I chose to celebrate and it was a great day. We even got an amazing bonus at Wade's work Christmas party. The party included great food at Mollie's topped off with the best fudge cake I have ever tasted and after a dramatic game of Texas Hold 'em we walked away with a new (pretty amazing) camcorder and a cash bonus. Merry Christmas to us! I also took Silas downtown With Tabes, Heather, and I to celebrate the holidays with local merchants. He even sat on Santa's lap and smiled the biggest smile he could. I can't wait to see the picture!