I am really trying to keep up this optimism but I keep getting knocked back down. I think the biggest factor is that I am pretty sure that I am losing my mind. I keep forgetting things, and losing things, and backing vehicles into mailboxes (okay, that has just happened once but it hurt the most). I don't know what it wrong with me but I am pretty sure that my brain is dying from complete and total sleep deprivation and from hearing a baby cry all day long.
Silas and I are both in a slump from being stuck indoors day after day. He is also teething and it has made him very grumpy and I can't seem to please him ever. I am really just feeling like abandoning ship but there is nothing but bone dry land anyway so they would probably just chase me. I love my family but I am just totally overwhelmed and feel alone in my situation. I can't seem to find anyone to talk to that understand the way that I am feeling. I hope it is just still a new momma thing but I am wondering how long it will take for it to pass.